Breathe. It’s the moment you realize you’ve been taking on a role you weren’t meant to have. You’ve been carrying a load you aren’t meant to carry. The reason it’s been so hard for you is because you’re not the one who has to handle it.

“Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest”.- Matthew 11:28

You try and try and keep wondering why it hasn’t happened the way you think it will play out. I have my own agenda and my own dream of what I would want my life to look like. I look at my life and see what it could be and maybe what could be next but I end up not to be right. I didn’t see that I was putting more worry and stress on myself because I’m trying and trying and trying to do what I think I need to do.

I try to convince God that what I want is what I really need and that I don’t want to go on without it. I keep searching for that blessing and praying for it to come but I never say, ‘Lord , your will be done’. Ok now. Now I see myself and my soul is awaken to the me that I am. I surrender. I give it to God. All my wants, all my desires, all my needs, all my thoughts, all my heart.

I surrender because I want to see God’s work in my life. I surrender because I want to know God more. I surrender because my will is not greater than God’s will.

Now I can breathe. I know I’m taken care of. I know I’m in good hands.