Satisfied

Have you ever been so sick of yourself? Well for me, I’m sick of not being satisfied. Every day I want something new. New food, new clothes, new drinks, new hairstyle, new song, new funny video, new, new, new. I always have to have something new. Our human nature is so fragile, can we ever go a day without wanting something new. The mundane gets mundane and we feel like we are missing out on something we don’t have. It is a really bad disease that I want to break free from. The disease of feeling like I don’t have enough when in reality I have everything. The enemy loves to make us feel like we need more and more. When God has said, do not worry, I will supply all your needs. Most of our wants are not what we need. I want a new shirt but I don’t need it. I want to spend money but I do not need to. I want to change something about myself but I don’t need to, I’m so sick, sick of all of my wants. I need more of my needs.